Should I stay on the wagon? Probably. But I am tired of fighting it. It has been affecting my work. It is still a battle every day, even though it has gotten ever so slightly easier. I would need a few months at Betty Ford to really get the monkey of my back. On the plus side I have lowered my tolerance! So when I finally do enjoy that third cup, I may not need five more to get me through the day. I can have four cups and still be singing a happy song.